Wednesday, 25 September 2013

Nudity



I have some massive insecurities with being naked. I'm not the biggest fan of my body but the idea of being forced to be naked, to strip, in front of anyone, be it a group or an individual, strikes fear into me but also makes me wet.
I don't spend much time nude when I'm alone, in fact in the shower and when masturbating are probably the only times I'm naked, unless I'm on cam for someone or I'm over heating!

When it comes to be naked on the interwebs I'm pretty confused; I love the idea of people I've never even met seeing me naked, wanking over me even, but I'm terrified by the thought that someone I do know will find out my secret!

When it comes to others though I'm a bit confused by nudity; I love naked women, I quite like naked men, but I tend to prefer seeing people clothed, I find the way people dress more arousing; the way the material clings to them, or the colours and shapes they create with their clothes. I also find that in my fantasies I'm often nude while everyone around me is clothed, something that turns me on rather a lot.


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Sunday, 22 September 2013

Fellatio

Apologies for the rather long absence. I've still been doing naughty things, in a fashion, I just wasn't feeling the vibe for putting it out there.

Anyway, I felt like I'd better check in and, being as I haven't been snap happy so couldn't take part in Sinful Sunday I thought I'd check out KOTW, and this week we're talking Blow Jobs, or a myriad of other phrases, most of which I've never heard of!

Personally I'm not a big fan of the blow job, I went through a phase in my teenage years where I was obsessed with them but, much like when you eat Marmite all the time you soon become sick of it, I went off them and now I only really enjoy them when I'm in the right mood.

Of course the problem with that is that Doms want you to always be in that mood in case they fancy a blow job. Which is fair enough, and I'd love to be that girl, and I really beat myself up a lot for not being that girl, but I'm not, and I need to be ok with that.

Another problem I have when it comes to sucking cock is that I once put my jaw out doing just that, and it hasn't sat right since. If I try to open my mouth wide it clicks or cracks, sometimes it locks, it's no longer made for spontaneous blow jobs. There's something decidedly unsexual (is that a word?!) about trying to open your mouth and then having to try and manipulate your jaw to get it wide enough! Don't get me wrong, it's not a problem that happens every time, but it happens a lot, enough to make it very annoying.

There are things I love about giving blow jobs though; the sounds that are made by the receiver and the look of bliss on their face, the feeling of submission that flows through me, and knowing that I'm being a good girl while also being a naughty girl! That's fun!

So overall I guess I'm not really one way or the other when it comes to blow jobs, or sucking someone off, or inhaling the oyster...