Apologies for the rather long absence. I've still been doing naughty things, in a fashion, I just wasn't feeling the vibe for putting it out there.
Anyway, I felt like I'd better check in and, being as I haven't been snap happy so couldn't take part in Sinful Sunday I thought I'd check out KOTW, and this week we're talking Blow Jobs, or a myriad of other phrases, most of which I've never heard of!
Personally I'm not a big fan of the blow job, I went through a phase in my teenage years where I was obsessed with them but, much like when you eat Marmite all the time you soon become sick of it, I went off them and now I only really enjoy them when I'm in the right mood.
Of course the problem with that is that Doms want you to always be in that mood in case they fancy a blow job. Which is fair enough, and I'd love to be that girl, and I really beat myself up a lot for not being that girl, but I'm not, and I need to be ok with that.
Another problem I have when it comes to sucking cock is that I once put my jaw out doing just that, and it hasn't sat right since. If I try to open my mouth wide it clicks or cracks, sometimes it locks, it's no longer made for spontaneous blow jobs. There's something decidedly unsexual (is that a word?!) about trying to open your mouth and then having to try and manipulate your jaw to get it wide enough! Don't get me wrong, it's not a problem that happens every time, but it happens a lot, enough to make it very annoying.
There are things I love about giving blow jobs though; the sounds that are made by the receiver and the look of bliss on their face, the feeling of submission that flows through me, and knowing that I'm being a good girl while also being a naughty girl! That's fun!
So overall I guess I'm not really one way or the other when it comes to blow jobs, or sucking someone off, or inhaling the oyster...